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Roleplay Disaster

"Brick By Boring Brick"

♫Well she lives in a Fairytale somewhere too far for us to find,

Forgotten the taste and smell of a world that she's left behind.

It's all about the e . x . p . o . s . u . r . e of the lens I told her,

The angles are all wrong now, she's ripping wings of off b*u*t*t*e*r*f*l*i*e*s.

Keep your feet on the .::ground::.

When your heads in the c l o u d s.

So go get your s.h.o.v.e.l

and we'll dig a deep h.o.l.e

To bury the c . a . s . t . l . e

bury the c : a : s : t : l : e

Go get your S.H.O.V.E.L

and we'll dig a D*E*E*P *H*O*L*E

to bury the ~castle~

bury the c a s t l e

Ba*Da*Ba*Ba*Da*Ba*Ba*Da

So one day he found her c.r.y.i.n.g coiled up on the dirty ground,

Her prince finally came to save her, and the rest she can figure out.

But it was a t . r . i . c . k and the clock struck twelve,

well make sure to build your house .::b r i c k : b y : b o r i n g : b r i c k::.

or the wolf's gonna ~blow it down~

Keep your feet on the g.r.o.u.n.d,

When your heads in the c*l*o*u*d*s.

So go get your shovel

and we'll dig a deep hole

to bury the c a s t l e

bury the c:a:s:t:l:e

Go get your SHOVEL

and we'll dig a DEEP HOLE

to bury the c:a.s:t.l:e

bury the ~castle~

Whoa-ooaaa :: Whoa-ah-ah- oooaaaa ::

Well you built up a world of .:m.a.g.i.c::.

because your real life is t r a g i c

Oh, you built up a world of .m:a:g:i:c.!

If its not real you can't hold it in your h . a . n . d,

you can't feel it with your h♥e♥a♥r♥t

and I won't believe it.

But if its true you can see it with your •e•y•e•s•

oh even in the dark,

☼and thats where I want to be, yeah☼

Go get your s♠h♠o♠v♠e♠l

and we'll dig a deep h:o:l:e

To bury the ~c a s t l e~

bury the c*a*s*t*l*e

Go get your ♠SHOVEL♠

and we'll dig a •DEEP • HOLE•

To bury the .::castle::.

bury the ~C ♥ A ♥ S ♥ T ♥ L ♥ E~

~*.::Ba•Da•Ba•Ba•Da•Ba•Ba•Da

Ba•Da•Ba•Ba•Ba•Da•Ba•Ba ::

Ba*Da*Ba*Ba*Da*Ba*Ba*Da

Ba*Da*Ba*Ba*Ba*Da*Ba*Ba ::

BA DA BA BA DA BA BA DA

BA DA BA BA BA DA BA BA

BA DA BA BA DA BA BA DA

BA . DA .BA. BOP BOP . BE. DOP BA BOP♫

Heartless

Is it possible to lose the ability to feel? To become to numb you can't sympathize or empathize with those around you? To suddenly not care anymore? If it gets to that point how do we turn it around? I've been the one comforting others and being there for others all my life, so much so that I completely forgot I might need a hand every now and again. The negativity in my day to day life seems to be grating constantly against my heart making it callous to all emotion. The depression that follows is usually so difficult to come out of and it generally takes large amounts of writing and piano playing. It becomes so difficult to do the simple day to day things; even taking out the trash feels like too much work. This isn't me at all. I'm the ever optimistic one who's always got a smile on her face, who's always got her friends backs, who rarely ever has a negative word to say! I've got to make a change somewhere in my being and I'm hoping my trip to Florence this weekend will help. Life is too short to spend it without a smile on my face. There's always hope in a new tomorrow, always a sun afther the rain, always a destination on the horizon; I just need to find a way to hold on until I get there.